Today I made a very important decision! It was difficult, spent about an hour crying over it yesterday - I got through it though! In spite of my fear, I decided to confess to my Religious Studies teacher that I have 'faith' issues and that I don't actually attend Church and that I'm not doing my Confirmation. (You see in Poland, unlike in England, you don't get to learn about all the different religions of the world. It's because Poland is, let's put it this way, a 100% Chrisitian country and there's lots of pressure.) I even cried like a baby in front of her. She was kind and said that I must be very mature to have come to her to talk to her about it.
Afterwards, I felt like a stone had been lifted from the depths of my very tender heart. :) And boy, that's a good feeling...
It's a baby step forward for me... Like I mentioned before in my previous posts, you have to let yourself be different. The world belongs to these type of people, and if you want to belong - you have to do your part! I did mine and you do yours. If you feel like spilling the beans to a stranger first, feel free to e-mail me or DM me :) I DON'T BITE. I'M A HUMAN JUST LIKE YOU.
Later on in the day, I check out my best friend's blog, for her earlier posts. It's so nice when you read nice things about yourself. E.g. When your BFF calls you her BFF <3 Here is the link to here beautiful blog... Check it out for both of us. http://www.muszesandmuszes.blogspot.com/.
And remember :)))))))))))))))


I love reading your blog with K-pop *^*
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Continue your hard work~!
~Er-chan
thanks darling xx <3 u too:)
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